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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
When can i ORD?
11:02 AM I m now in my office, blogging.... I have tendered my resignation on 4 Feb, yes yes yes, i quit my job again. To those ppl who know mi for long, they know - i have nv manage to stay put at one job for long........ longest (11mths?) hahaha... I made myself look bad, yesh... I failed to prove myself once again. Everytime when I am quitting, I am always leaving with a bad mood, i dunno y. The kind of feeling i gave to myself is self confidence - that go below the sea bed and depression. I dunno if you call that depression, or self-onceiving (in my case) but I can suffer from it for long term and hard to find a way out of it. Thank God that i can turn to my boyfriend and friends in the office who are standing on the same thin line with mi. They are better, trying to take things easy but I am just waiting for my thin line to snap! And I will go crazy! After tendering, currently i have to serve a notice of 3 months before i can go off. I dread of coming to work everyday, dread of sitting here, at my desktop. I hate the work, the management and the atomsphere....... y? because the f***ed up boss, the everything - i - dunno colleague and a poor GM (baby girl has to go operation)... other then the 3 of them, mi and the rest of my colleagues (3 of us), we have RESIGNED!! For anyone who has a choice will not choose to stay here...... for here is like HELL. And I am screeeeaamming at the top of my voice (in slience) to no avail. I broke down in tears almost everyday since i came back to work after CNY. I will be going crazy in no time....... we hope to be released early...... like prisoners in jail, prositutes in brothel.......hoping to see some light one day when we wake up. I m glad to leave the office everyday, i tried to leave early not doing OT till too late..... once reach home, I will try to relax, rest myself and my soul. But whenever I see the clock ticking to 11+, i will turn gloomy again. Tml is in a few hours' time again. Nowadays, i will stared at the calendar more frequent than I see myself in the mirror. Really like a prisoner waiting to be released. when will 4 May come?? will it ever come?? will I still be around by then? 1♥ in the cookie jar |
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