concoction of my life

[ : Q i a : b e i : b e i : ]

writer of freedom of speech

Ponder & Scribble...
i say wat i feel,
i do wat i love.

Feel & Moods..
i laugh when i m happy
i cry when i m sad
i eat when i m hungry
i sleep when i m tired

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.
~Perfect with Imperfections~

[ :. Cherish .: ]

Family is my precious,
Friends are my treasures

Without them, i am nothing..

[ : Sweet or Salted : ]

Everyone's Fine
She's Out of My League
The Crazies
REC 2
Harry Potter 7
Easy A
Skyline
The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader
Meet The Parents: Little Fockers

[ .: Happy moments :. ]

walking in the RAIN

lazing in BED

eating ICE-CREAM from pints

pinching food with FINGERS

spending time with FAMILY

hanging out with FRIENDS

people WATCHING

reading MAGAZINES

STONING into the air

being a PRANKSTER

dipping HOTPOTS

reminiscing MEMORIES

LAUGHING out loud

TRAVELLING trips

LOVING myself

ENJOY life

a NEVERENDING list....

[ ::. a + D O R E .:: ]

accessories

bags

bikinis

doggies

fast cars

gadgets

lip balms

shades

shoes

suits

watches

[ :.: d - T E S T :.: ]

arrogant aseholes

blackstabbers

brats

hypocrites

liars

pretenders

snobs

sore losers

violence-ers

wastrels

[ .. pick one .. ]

a new luggage - customised

a limitless shopping plastic

altitude view of airport runways

travel-for-leisure trips

another simple+chic mobile

Iphone speakers + dock

mini lappie

[ .#. lounging .#. ]

SugarRush

BarcookBakery

1Caramel

CaneléPâtisserieChocolaterie

FlorPâtisserie

Cheers&Clinks

Phuture / WineBar / Zouk

Chill&Relax

Brotzeit

FireStation

HandleBar

MintCafe

Monday, June 20, 2005

Another Girl 5:58 PM

I felt terrible..... like being ran over by a truck, but i felt nothing...numbed.

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I jumped out of bed earlier this morning after hearing a thunder that was so loud and powerful that I thought that was an explosion. Scared that HELL out of mi, man.

Get out of bed at abt 7.10am... slowly, i made my way to the toilet to freshen up myself. After which, I went back to my room and ley on my bed... Not feeling the usual sleepy self, i said to myself......."Hmm... Maybe this indicate a good start to a good week for mi"

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My ex got someone new in his life liao... It is only 2 weeks ago when we broke up.... He is dating someone now.... Someone we all know...a common friend. I almost died. Yes, I have let go and move on... but this is really happening too fast.....

Actually I know it ytd, that he has a liking for someone... but i it nv cross my mind that he would ask the girl for going into another relationship when he just stepped out from one......

He told mi that he dun need a relationship now, he dun want one now....
It is nothing but a pack of lies now....

I felt so stupid...... so so so stupid.... to believe whatever he had said.

I felt so stupid to love him and treasure the relationship so much, and now, it meant nothing...NOTHING AT ALL.. to him...

M I SO UNWORTHY.... I kept asking myself..... I felt like a idiot! so foolish!

PS: Sorry new girlfriend, i know i agreed to still be friends with you and him but i guess it would be very hard for mi to do so... I m gracious, so gracious.... but i seriously dun think that i would ever be able to breathe the same air with you guys ard, without feeling being betrayed...

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